Prayer

Here's how you can pray today:

- for energy for me. I don't feel free to go into it on my blog, but I've been dealing with some other major issues that came up as a result of Brian going into the hospital. On top of dealing with suddenly playing single Mom, trying to provide for the kids and I, and figuring out how to handle Brian being in the hospital.

- For God's timing. I don't know why it works out this way, but I feel like my timing is off these days. With little things like the ONLY time I bring the cat away to be dealt with is the time that they're closed, among other things. I time everything wrong. And everything seems to happen at the wrong time. Today was tough. I decided to take a day for the kids and I. Just relax, catch our breath. Enjoy each others company. Pretend it's summer. And then today ended up being the first day Brian was released on a day pass. I should be happy, right? But it means putting all my other "plans" on hold to hit the road yet again. I'm to tired to be on the road again...

- Brian's platelet count went down today. Not good news. I've been trying to tell him to stop getting ahead of himself (ie telling people he may be home this weekend) because it's still very much day to day. Today was the perfect example of that. You just never know. Anyway, with his count being down, I'm not quite sure what that means. Maybe PLEX every day again? Maybe just doing it every second day for awhile and see what happens? We'll see.

- Thank you for continued prayers, support, and words of encouragement. I feel surrounded by loving arms right now and I am positive this is an extension of how God feels about me right now. I know, through all this, how much He loves me and my kids. I am constantly reminded of that. Even when I'm angry, or grumpy, or down.