We still have not heard about possibly being on disability. We DID have an appointment today regarding our (nonexistant) income that left us reeling. We're in trouble. BIG trouble.
Decisions have to be made. I'm trying to stop my panicking and just concentrate on getting through Christmas with my sanity intact.
The house is quiet tonight. Lately Brian goes to bed at about 8:00 - 9:00pm. He wakes up STILL tired the next morning. It doesn't make sense. His hemoglobin is at an all-time high. Tonight he put Koby to bed in our bed (with a steamer, in an attempt to have Koby sleep through the night without a hacking cough that's been pestering him for a week now!) Brian fell asleep. He woke up just a bit ago, started to do dishes, and declared it bedtime again.
I'm still trying to pull together a few Christmas events despite the illness going on at our house. Friends came over and decorated cookies today, and tomorrow some more friends are coming to do the same. We look forward to visiting. We look forward to a bit of laughter and joy. And I REALLY look forward to having my mind on something else for a few short hours.
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